Saturday, September 13, 2014
I try really fucking hard. Believe me, I do. If I could only erase you from my memory, I would. Every fucking place, every fucking thing I hear, every fucking thing I read reminds me of you, so tell me how do I get better? How do I get better when you’re in me everywhere I go? How do I fucking get better when I always have to pretend that I don't care? How do I fucking get better when you fill up the corners of my brain? Please tell me how, because I am so tired of running after nothing. It’s so fucking unfair.
Thursday, August 14, 2014
You are like the epitome of a sunny day. I don’t know how you do it, but you have this way of making everything funny when life is actually full of bullshit.
You are the smartest person that I know, and you don’t even try. I love your thoughts, and there was never a time when I haven’t learned a thing from what you said.
You are too genuine and I still have to get used to that because its still so overwhelming every time.
You have the most beautiful eyes. They’re small but they see through my soul. I also love the way they squint when you laugh.
And how can I ever deprive the world of the person that you are? I am more than lucky to have encountered you in my life.
You’re one in a million, and I am so in love with you.
Thursday, August 7, 2014
the sun’s up
and so am I
break my fast
on my lap
my monday dress
walk to my destination
laugh to forget
the moon is up
and so am I
put on the sheets
on pillow cases
pretends to forget
Friday, August 1, 2014
I like meeting new people. That first wave of a hand. That exciting moment when you just freak out because of a discovery that you actually listen to the same bands and meanwhile, you grow really fond of each other. All those getting to know process excite me. It's strange though how despite all of these, something will still be amiss. Something will always bring you back to an old face.